oh man, this is my life.

hi there. it has been a crazy amount of time since i have posted.
and....
oh man, this is my life.
I can't express how blessed and in love with life I am.

When it comes to family, I am interpreting slowly, but surely and excitedly what God has for these moments and situations that we come across together.
When it comes to friends, I truly am overwhelmed with every single one of them. I have this incredible relationship with so many of them that I wouldn't trade for anything.
When it comes to bad, I am fighting against it and in pursuit of making it absolutely terrified of me.
When it comes to good, it comes to everything Jesus.
When it comes to love, well, i am enchanted. and i cant smile without it.
When it comes to hate, well, hate got nothin on love, so i'm not scared of it.
When it comes to happiness, that's just one of the definitions of me.
When it comes to me, well, I am still figuring that one out. But I am just incredibly in awe of every terrible and amazing moment that life brings. I still think everything is beautiful, maybe not immediately, but i just gotta trust and try to love life when I dont want to. I have come to a conclusion that so much in life is so simple, yet it is not easy at all. And thank goodness! How would life be if everything was simple and easy. this is life...the hard journey that we choose to pursue no matter the circumstances that evil tries to kill us with. Satan is always trying to crush me in whatever way he can; this is why I am reaching for the point of such faith that the devil has no assets to me. Smile is still, my motto. I love being a friend and boy, do I love having them.
When it comes to dreaming, I still do immensely. I dream, yet still, with no limitations. but..
When it comes to achieving, that's what I aim for more so then "super cool" dreams. Well, I dream, with every intention of fulfilling that dream.
I am in love with love, whether it's Jesus love, unfailing family love, completely reliable friend love..or the wonderment of someone I could love and that same person loving me. I trust trust trust trust Jesus for it. Like I said earlier...its simple...but most definitely not easy. Hopefully this is redundant...but, I truly believe this life is good. :)

oh man, this is my life.

-ashtynn