Sunday, November 6, 2011

thoughts and heart

I haven't posted in some time.

Why, life changes. It truly does. God is beautiful beautiful beautiful.
I, for one, do not just happily enjoy change. Because life has been so grand and I have seen wonders, I admit I can be afraid of them leaving me.
Whether good times "leave me", what do I fear? More extravagant time are to come. & are here.

Sometimes I don't love life but I always love being alive.

I have discovered and am discovering that friendships get harder as you get older. I have to try a lot harder than I used to, because of certain circumstances and happenstances of my life. I'm okay with that. It just shows they're important to me. It doesn't mean it is fun or easy, but it definitely develops perseverance all taking part in my character growth.

I am not naturally a patient person but because situations in life have called for patience, I have acquired patience like nothing else. Every day, I have to work hard to not be waiting patiently but living and loving patiently.

I encourage you today..tomorrow..and forever..To never let situations keep you on the ground. God is faithful. He is victor. Love always wins. Whether it's days, minutes, or months of specific or any hardship, keep trying because God has never and will never give up on you.

Don't be too hard on yourself. Let your gifts work. Don't compare yourself.

hope your fall is lovely!

-Ashtyn Carrigan (: